ADAM

Adam di syurga

Adakah aku dah bersedia bile something happened like this?
Am I ready to face the death of my family, siblings or someone dear to me?
Or
Adakah aku dah bersedia untuk mati?
Ya Allah, aku mmg takut mati, tak cukup lagi ibadat hamba mu ini.
Mak kata kite ni semua adalah pinjaman daripada Allah.
Allah dah tentukan semua perjalanan hidup kite.
Allah maha segala2nya.
Semoga kami berada bersama2 org2 yg beriman, Insyaallah.

5 mths 4 weeks

This picture was taken when he was 5 mths 4 weeks during raya time. Sekarang ni dok tergolek sana tergolek sini, rolling on the bed like a ball. Last 2 weeks, Akil terjatuh katil. I was busy preparing for his porridge and tgh sidai baju. He woke up early that day, I heard him but I didn't checked on him. Alih2 dgr dia nangis, dah meniarap kat bawah. He was okay, Allah protect him. Syukur.

Its been a month and a few weeks. He did not recovered from his cough yet. Last week I brought him to see Dr. Musa. He was super nice that time. Selalunya, muka dia serious. He prescribed Elomet Cream for his rashes, Seretide Evohaler (2 puffs 2 times a day) and Zyrtec Oral drops utk keringkan flu dia. The other week, hubby brought him and prescribed him Flixonase aqueous nasal spray and Ventolin Evohaler. Need to follow up next month. Hopefully, Akil Fatihin dah recover at that time.

He is a baby yg suka senyum, pemurah dgn senyuman and tak byk karenah. Dia dah kenal org, bile nampak org yg tak kenal, when i'm not around, then he will cry. Sekarang ni dah tak suck thumb lagi tapi apa benda yg dia nampak mesti dia nak. If at tht time I eat apple, he will try to take it frm me. He likes to smile when he see Alesya and Akif. Eventhough Alesya selalu kacau dia, jerit kat muka dia, pegang tgn dia kuat2, i think he likes Alesya more than Akif. Oh ya! nowadays, dia susah nak tidur. Like yesterday, siap tahan mata dia sebab nak explore benda2 baru, padahal mata dah setgh kuyu dah.. kenalah enjut dia. I like to kiss him over and over again, dah besar macam Akif dah takleh cium byk sgt, kang dia pun rimas.

TEBY

Akif was so happy to receive this bouquet of flowers and cute teddy bear. He was jumping excitedly when he first saw this. Got this during Akif's quarantine, thanks to the company where i worked and tq Su for arranging this! It is a bit weird to see boys play with the teddy bear. Akif appreciate his teddy bear for a week or so, after that he voluntarily pass to Alesya. By the way, he called his teddy bear - TEBY! uh, teby konon.

16 pieces Corelle Camellia Set - RM 480

Ni lagi satu Corelle yang aku suka. Cuma mahal sikit hargenye tapi aku suka design dia.

Corelle White Enhancements 30 pcs set (Serving for 6 people)

(took this pix frm Orkid the Shopaholic)

I bought this! I think it is worth buying. I have not received this yet coz beli online. The shipment probably arrive next month from US. I do not know the exact datelah, hopefully I receive it in a good condition. In Malaysia, they sell 16 pieces set for RM599. Last time I bought 16 pieces set for RM400 kot but not plain one, with designlah. I couldn't recalled the exact amount i purchased, beli masa warehouse sale corelle at Shah Alam, factory area. This set cost me RM450, mmg mahal but as what i said earlier, it is worth spending.

Tekak Akif dah hilang

Akif came back home with a sore throat. Hubby said, ni mesti akif jerit2 kat sekolah. Then he said, taklah, cikgu tu - dia kata, cakap kuat2 tapi jgn jerit, mana boleh, ni tekak akif dah hilang dah.. apalah cikgu tu.. mana boleh cakap kuat2 tapi tak jerit. Hehehe, aku fahamlah, dia kena cakap kuat2, tu yg hilang sore tu.

Shopping Complex vs Shopping Kempek

Today is my cuti sempena Hari Deepavali. Yang syoknya, any public holiday that falls on Saturday, the replacement will be on Friday and if Sunday, cuti on Mondaylah. I love this! Some companies may not even replace the cuti. So, I've decided to take Akif and Alesya out to One Utama probably. Hubby send Akif to school while i'm still at home, it is such a big mess. I am not a robot, i'm maidless. Kat office jadi executive cabuk, kat rumah jadi maid. Ada 1 bakul baju tak lipat, 1 bakul baju tak basuh, setengah bakul tak sidai and tak termasuk small2 items. Just imagine, I have 3 children. Everyday, each of them brings 2 clothes. Balik rumah, tukar baju tidur. So, ada 12 baju utk dorang tak termasuk baju mak n bapak dia. To sum it all, one day ada 16 baju utk dibasuh. 16 x 5 = 80 baju. This is not includes weekend. Pas tu, every morning, aku kena buat bubur utk Akil Fatihin. I am now baby food expert. Usually, aku buat porridge, apple, pir puree. Sometimes, I make broccoli puree for him. He is ok with it, kalau aku lah, aku pun tak nak puri brokoli tu. Yelah, aku mestilah nak ajar dia makan sayur kan. Nak harapkan Akif, nampak hijau sikit dlm makanan pun dia suruh buang. Tapi, aku ni tak cerewet makan tau. Sikit pun tak, same goes with hubby. Korang kasi aku makan apa jer, aku telan jer. When I was small, I still remember mak cuma suap nasi putih and udang kering sambal. Aku ok, sedap pulak tu. Nape Akif ni cerewet sgt makan. All my siblings tak memilih makan pun. We are not fussy, whatever mak masak, kitaorg makan ngan berseleranya.

Actually, aku nak cakap pasal Alesya. When I told her that I want to bring her to shopping complex, she is quite pleased with the idea. But I told her to see the doctor first then only I bring her to jalan2. She refused to go to clinic, she said. 'Mummy, kite gi shopping kempek, pastu baru kite gi sekolah'. Batuk Alesya quite bad, with flu somemore. I'm worried, I don't know where Akif got that virus. I do not want the rest of us got it! I prayed to Allah, semoga kami dipanjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan sihat tubuh badan.

"Ya Allah, berilah kami rezeki yg banyak lagi halal, iman yg benar, ilmu yg bermanfaat, kesihatan yg elok, kecerdikan yg tinggi, hati yg bersih and kejayaan yang besar".

Lil update!

Last weekend, my parents came over to visit Akif. Datang ngan adik n family. Sempat lagi dorang shopping on Friday night tu kat Isetan. Nasib baik aku cuti, kalau tak mmg mengores kad lagilah aku. Save duit aku. Saturday tu semua org ada kat rumah aku except abg aku yg business minded tu.. Oooh, baru aku tau dr hubby on night of Raya dia untung RM7K. Peh, byk siot. Ari tu hubby panggil aku mtg, korang igt kat ofis je ke blh mtg, kat rumah pun kena. Discuss pasal future n our children. Dia tak nak keje sampai terbiar anak2. Dia kata dlm 2 jam jer sebenarnya kita dpt spend ngan anak2. Yelah, hantar anak2 kat nursery pukul 7 lebih, amik kul 6 lebih. Gedebak gedebuk, dorang pun tido. Dari 7 mlm sampai kul 10 mlm, lebih kurang 3 jam. Itupun kat rumah sibuk buat itu ini, anak pun tak dpt full attention. Dia tak nak sampai anak2 terbiar mcm tu jer. Kita dulu2 mak semua suri rumah, dptlah bermanja ngan mak. Apa yg dia cakap tu mmg betul. Masalahnya sekarang, keje apa yg blh spend lebih kat anak2. Aku terfikir nak jadi cikgu jer, tak kisahlah cikgu tadika ke, cikgu sekolah ke, cikgu tuition ke.. tapi sape nak bayar hutang piutang aku tu? Buat bisness? Nanti aku fikirkan bisness apa.. Aku nak bukak taskalah.. aku nak belajar selok belok ngan Su lah. Citer pasal Su ni, dia nak keje kat tempat lain. Sedih aku tau.. Sape nak belikan breakfast kat aku, sape aku nak mengadu domba, sape aku nak bergosip, sape lagi? Boringlah kalau takde ko Su.. Aku yg beria2 nak cari keje lain, ko yg dpt. Itu yg dinamakan rezeki. Aku belum ada rezeki dpt keje lain, jadilah aku org tertua lagi kat ofis tu.. ni nak dpt lady bos lagi.. camnelah yo!

Potty Training

Alesya dah tak pakai pampers cuma malam jerlah. Since a few months ago, i couldn't remember the exact datelah. Kalau ngan hubby, she is a bit demanding, nak pakai pamperslah, hubby pun layankan jer.. kdg2 aku marahlah..

Dia ni pun jenis yg suka tahan kencing, dah nak kencing barulah terkesing2 pegang seluar.

Satu hari yang hening... Alesya terkencing kat katil, aku pun cepat2 tukar bedsheet. Bile tgh tukar tu, dia melompat2 atas katil. Ni yg buat mummy monster marah ni.. Aku pun marahlah dia... Dahlah kencing atas katil, ni nak lompat2 pulak.. Cuba teka apa dia jawab?
'Kang aku kencing lagi nak tak?'

Swimming Time

Ni yg buat suara aku macam Tarzan, bahaya sungguh. My eyes were stick almost to him all the time.

Berangan swimmingler tu!

I'm ready to swim!

2009 Raya Gathering

Suka gambar Akif and Alesya tgh jalan tu..

5.1m house

Hari ini dalam sejarah. K Syiken beli rumah ni cuma a few days only, yelah sebab Adam. Banyak kenangan kat rumah ni walaupun only a short stay. Ni shot dari belakang rumah. Basically, rumah ni is U shape, fully furnished, mmg cantik!

Great moments

See how happy they are... So happy to be able to capture these great moments. This was during raya week, Alesya tak bawak baju mandi, pinjam Damia nyer. Akif suka sgt lompat, seriau aku!

A Whale of Time

I really like this picture. They really had a great time. I intend to send them to swimming lessons soon.

Adam dalam kenangan

Ya Allah, begitu besar dugaanmu, ya allah. Walaupun aku bukanlah kedua2 ibu bapanya, aku dpt rasa jugak sedikit sebyk perasaan Abg Man and Izan. Insyaallah, Adam akan tunggu kedua2 ibu bapanya di syurga nanti. Teringat semula kisah aku ngan Adam, aku start main ngan Adam hari Sabtu, main cak2 ngan dia. Dia nampak happy sgt. Lagi satu, aku kasi Adam, Athirah and Aliff makan vitamin. Adam yg start mintak makan vitamin bile dia nampak aku kasi Akif. Pastu dia panggil Aliff and Athirah. Adam mintak lagi, tapi aku tak kasi sb mmg kena makan satu biji sehari. Aku cakap esok mintak lagi ok. Malam tu mandi kat swimming pool, aku pg kat Adam, nak bawak dia ke tgh tp dia refused, dia takut. The next day, aku nak balik KL tp singgah rumah mak dulu. Adam cakap, 'Semua org nak pergi ke?'.. One more thing, aku niat mmg nak kasi dia extra duit raya tp tak terkasi, tak tau apasal.. Kitaorg bertolak from JB to KL dalam pukul 3 lebih, lepas family Izuana balik beraya. Dekat nak sampai Shah Alam, aku masa tu baru teringat birthday Mamat and amik phone nak call dia to wish him. Hari tu dia wish aku nyer birthday, aku blh lupa pulak. Mamat cannot be reached, tgh fly kot. Tup, tup, mak phone.. 'Adam dah takde, adam jatuh, lemas'! I was shocked and burst into tears! We were shocked. Semua org tak sangka boleh jadi macam tu sekali. Cik Yot terjun and bawak Adam naik atas, he was nearly on the floor. Family pakcik Bakar yg nampak Adam kat dlm air. Masa tu Izan, Along kat dapur. K Syiken cuba buat CPR, but they said, masa tu Adam dah takde dah. Adik saw the whole thing... Aku tak dpt balik, sebab aku baru jer sampai rumah. Pina, Lee, Zamri, Mamat and Cik Ani balik. Aku rasa bersyukur jugak sb dpt buat Adam happy. Adam di alam syurga...

Bronkitis?

I took Akil Fatihin to DSH yesterday. Got referral letter from clinic. Akil Fatihin tak baik from batuk since a week before raya sampailah sekarang ni. Its been 3 weeks already. -Bronkitis? Dr tak sebut bronkitis tp sebut apa ntah, adik beradiklah tu. Dr gave him nebulizer, and 2 medicines (Diphenhydramine and prednislone) and to continue ventolin evohaler. To follow up next week. Sekarang ni bile Alesya and Akil batuk, aku dah takut dah.. hati berdebar2 jer. Doa punyelah doa.

Challenging moments

A lot of things happened a few days ago. Akif was hospitalized due to vomitting + influenza A reactive. Yes, Influenza A - a scarry medical term that i really don't want to get involved. Last thursday, Akif started fever and cold, temperature 38.5. The next day, we still sent him and the siblings to nursery because after we gave him Progestic paracetamol, he was ok. Around lunch time, I called nursery and they said Akif still got fever. Hubby got really worried and got back early and took Akif to clinic. The temperature was 39+ when the doctor checked him. Got referral letter to DSH and straight to Emergency. Yelah, paediatrician takde dah sebab dah pukul 4.30 p.m. at that time. They did the rapid test and after an hour, confirmed Influenza A reactive. We were at home when we received a call from the hospital. I was about to eat my spagetti at that time. Terus hilang selera. Tuhan saje yg tau betapa risaunya naluri seorang ibu ini. Hubby got to rush to the hospital to take the medicine, YES its tamiflu! He brought Akif along and of course with the mask. This scarry news been informed and extended to the family members and they really concerned and worried too. Akif started vomitting after that and the tamiflu. Kak Syiken, Mak, Adik kept calling and asked us to refer to GH. They asked us to take Akif to the hospital and get him warded. We called SDMC and ING a few times, and later hubby took Akif to SDMC. He was on drip and in the hospital for 3 nights. On Saturday, I went to see him and hubby. Took Alesya and Akil Fatihin. Tunggu bapak men, mak men and adik ipars as they want to go to hospital to pay a visit. Aku dah siap dari pukul 2 lebih, tunggu sampai pukul 5 tak sampai2. Last2, pergi sendiri jugak. Fikir punyelah fikir, risau punyelah risau sampai i took a wrong jalan. Nak pusing punyelah jauh and sampai tersesat kat Sg Buloh. Sampai hospital dlm 6 lebih. All of us on masked, Akif looked pale and his eyes were red. Around 7 sth, I have to get back home with Alesya and Akil. I carried Akil in the car seat and Alesya walked behind me. I put Akil at the back of the seat and Alesya didn't want to get in car. She was trying to go back to the hospital. Apa lagi, terpaksalah kejar dia and dukung dia. Mcm biase, dia meronta nak papa and i put her at her seat. Menangis2, nak papa, nak papa. Bile bayar parking, auntie tu pun tanya kenapa nangis, 'Nape, papa dia masuk hospital ke?' Bukan, anak saya!. It was dark and terlanggar dividerlah pulak. Aku pun kuar tgk, nasib baik takde apa2. Jalan was horribly jammed, nasib baik aku ikut jalan perumahan, so I save the minyak.. Half way, Akil Fatihin menangis, took me about 10 minutes to reach Petrol kiosk and stop to breastfed him. Yelah, lapar dah, menangislah dia tu.. After a while, dia menangis lagi, kali ni mmg tak boleh handle lagi. I straight away stopped and picked him up and I put on my lap. YES, he was on my lap. Polis, jgn salahkan saya, I'm in a panic situation. His hands were holding the driving wheel. Ceh, beranganlah tu bawak kereta. Ya, tak payah bagitau saya, saya tau ia sangat BAHAYA. Aku tak sampai hatilah biar anak aku menangis. Lagipun, dah nak sampai rumah dah pun... Sungguh challenging hari tu. Dugaan daripada mu, Ya Allah. Tabahkanku dari menghadapi segala dugaanmu. Akif was discharged on Monday and sampai hari ni aku cuti, jaga anak.